SANGO

RUNAWAY

2010-11-24T04:08:00.001+08:00

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Everything seem easy to you

2010-06-26T17:51:00.008+08:00

My new eye-candy: UKiss.
Favourite is Alexander, oldest in the group, cutest and foxiest(if that's a word)
:D

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So much has happened during the past months. I gotta clear some things up.

I never did want to stop trusting, having hope. It just did.
One thing after another.
Enough to bring me down and want to be in a world of my own.

( My updates will still be irregular, I'm still in the midst of O Levels)

Goodbye

2010-03-10T17:54:00.004+08:00

Why does moving away seem like I'm drifting away from you further than I already am?

No Internet, no Cable, it's just me facing O levels.
I won't be able to update regularly (not that I am now -.-)
I'll miss my Brothers, Papa & Kitties.
I just want to do my best so I can enjoy to the fullest after Os.
9 years of shit in this house, don't you think that I need my space too?

It's really oppressive, suffocating, asphyxiating.

2010-03-04T17:44:00.017+08:00

I'm suddenly lagging behind my studies, why.
1. Sleeping in class, I need to stop doing that -.-
But time is the problem, I get the most, 6 hours of sleep per day during weekdays.
2. I tend to neglect subjects I don't like, eg Geography and Chemistry.
I told my Geo teacher that I wanted to drop Geo and she believed me, LOL.
3. I started studying to please OTHERS, not myself, esp for my parents.
It's really hard to please my parents, but I have to.

& other random stuff:
-I think my best friend thinks I forgot her birthday, hell no.
-There's that Adam Koo Workshop coming in late March, something like day camp. I think I'll be trapped in school till nighttime. Which I find a waste of time since I know most of the stuff they'll be telling us thanks to Kumar.
- I'm staying at home tomorrow for E-learning, another waste-my-time-thing.
- I fantasize about traveling around the world \m/
- My Mother Tongue teacher gives us Higher Mother Tongue work *insert wtf face here*
- I hate to wait until June for Burned! (House Of Night Novel Series)
- I also hate the fact that many Kpop groups & International Bands pick 2010 to come to Singapore (yes, even Super Junior!), I mean come on, isn't O lvl stressing us out enough, what a timing you pick to come ;(
- I passed 2 tests today, the happiness didn't last long because then I found out that I failed 2 others!!!
- I want to try a Choco Pie
- I planned to go to cousin's house to watch Glee on his ridiculously huge flat screen tv during the March Holidays since he downloaded the whole series of it then Guitar Hero :D
- I want to enjoy like mad after Os tyvm.

Go listen to After School's "Because Of You".
Although I don't get what their video is trying to deliver to fans.

Chansung, Maknae, 2nd Favourite of mine in 2pm
Sorry Junho, you're pushed to 3rd Fav even though you're really cute :D

He trained for 4 years, disappeared in 4 days, unfair much?
It's called 'forgiving' when someone makes a mistake.
You deserve those white chrysanthemums outside your doorstep JYP.
(thanks Yining for helping me translate what they wrote in the Chinese Newspaper)

Never tired of waiting for you, Park Jay.

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you

2010-02-15T21:42:00.003+08:00

Happy CNY :D
Spent mine at my cousin's house in Pasir Ris with brother.
Guitar Hero marathon! Had a blast man!

The posters look picture perfect, like something that came out of a painting.

Look at Tuekie and Taeyeon, have to admit it's adorable.
Maybe it's because their both leaders or something.

Picture credits go to: http://www.twelfs.com/blog/
Their blog layout is very very very pretty, seriously.

Again & Again

2010-02-13T17:23:00.000+08:00

I think I am most fun when I'm not sober, screw that.
I'd like to thank Caitlin, for being a dufus with me that night & offering to visit my aunt's grave with me. Which I don't think I'm strong enough to visit yet.
Weilin & ZhiKuang for accompanying me home.
Liyang & Zeyan for being hilarious at pool.

Back to reality.

Totally K-pop related (^.^)

2010-02-04T21:06:00.006+08:00

I think that Park Jaebum's body is freaking hot.
Plus the fact that he is short makes him so adorable :D

Happy Belated Kyu maknae! 22 years old already, heh.

How I prayed that this day would never come.

2010-02-02T17:21:00.007+08:00

Dear you,
Their my friends, I'm with them, which makes me one of them. If being friends with you means throwing them away, I never thought you would ever consider that. I didn't want to attend school today, because I know we need time out from each other. I wanted to meet ShiLi so badly and break down in front of her but instead I had Tricia & Yining to comfort me because I knew I'd to face you sooner or later. My apology still stands, Im really fxuking sorry for eveything, because no matter what shit you put me through I never wanted to hurt you. Please forget how miserable I looked. So be happy, I will be too. Honestly, I think you'll be much happier without me. I won't contact you, it'll be like I never came into your life.

I don't want a conversation, I just want to cry in front of you.

Some say it's not over till it's over, but I guess it's really over now

2010-01-30T08:27:00.011+08:00

I hate it when people disturb my sleep.
No, I despise it, really.
Esp my parents, they like to switch on the TV and lights when I'm sleeping.
My mum loves talking to me when I'm half asleep, WTF, REALLY.
The thing is, once I've woken up, I can't get back to sleep.
I get really cranky sometimes when I don't get enough sleep.
No, make that all the time now.

Next part of the post is all about KPop/ Korean Bands.
Not interested, skip, it's more for me really. HAHA.

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I've been hearing this song in my head everyday.
Not to mention his dancing is great.

Please be happy with her.
So that I can forget you.
Please forget how miserable I looked.
-Taeyang's Wedding Dress

The real lyrics is "Please be happy with him", but in my head I hear 'her'.

SS501 (^.^)

Park Jung Min! \m/

Both my favourites:
SNSD's Hyoyeon & 2pm's Park Jaebum Seattle 6-pack Leadja!

Looking good in white \m/

Super Junior M
God, Donghae & Hankyung looks worn out :/

I love this :D

It's been some time since Kyuhyun went to KTR.
I'm so proud that he is very brave to go back after the accident he faced a few years ago.
Super Junior fighting!~

Spread the word.

2010-01-23T08:12:00.006+08:00

My area Town Council Property Manager alerted me of someone reporting a very injured cat on the 2nd floor of a HDB block. Rushed down and saw an extremely emaciated cat…fully awake but weak and not moving at all. Her neck and shoulders had a huge gaping hope and you can practically see the insides! I can’t even started imagining the pain she was going through. She was immediately rushed to the vet.

I would like to appeal for kind Samaritans to contribute with funding the medical for this cat. After she recovers, the balance funds will be used to cover her boarding costs at the farm. I don’t think that she will be in any state to go back to the streets. Why not let her live a good life, out of harm’s way, with furry friends at the farm?

To contribute for her bills, please contact me at: crystal.chakra@gmail.com

Source, more information and pictures (I only took this picture because it's the most decent one, trust me):

http://omcat.wordpress.com/2010/01/20/nasty-neck-wound/

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If this was done by someone, screw you, you're so freaking heartless!
I hope you get your retribution/ karma, seriously.

I have 3 cats, I've seen them recover through only sterilization but this is just too much.
In Singapore, cats are over-populated, I understand but there's no reason to do this!
How would you feel if I cut up YOUR neck and people could see your insides?!
Even SPCA doesn't kill violently (note that they still put cats to sleep).

Im planning to donate a small amount of money, but I'm looking for more people to contribute to the sum and help cats like this.
It doesn't matter if your not a cat lover, helping is bliss.
It doesn't matter if it's a small sum either.
Actions speak louder than words.

Happy

2010-01-19T17:11:00.006+08:00

I love this picture & quote.

The quote is from Taylor Swift's Forever and Always btw.
I think my blog is turning into Tumblr. LOL.

Messed up my codes for the previous blogskin hence this new one.
Lost all my links, or maybe I'm just satisfied with these?
Yes, I've deleted lovedie-j. I don't need it anymore :)

My beating heart belongs to you

2010-01-16T14:28:00.021+08:00

Didn't upload all the pictures here.
60 pictures in total my facebook, so check it out there :)

Ate Pastamania before heading to Kallang Indoor stadium.
The nachos cheese were so good, the pizza looks smaller than it is in the picture.

I am freaking proud that my 1st concert is Green Day's!
If you're thinking since when I was a fan of them, I have their American Idiot CD ^^

The opening band was called Prima Donna.
He took his shirt off in the end xD

After that someone in a bunny costume came out and chug beer, LOL.

Was waiting for Green Day to come out, which took forever.
Then Kak Nozi made a joke and said "Billie's probably still getting his eye make-up done."
Heh.

Mike Dirnt on the bass!

Billie Joe's eyes are freaking gorgeous, seriously it's different on camera and real life
*fan girl screams*
His American Accent= Killer <333

Somewhere during their performance they dressed up in props.
Really spontaneous!

Their concert had fireworks, bom bom bom.
Sparks raining down behind Tre Cool during 21 guns.
Billie shot toilet paper and T-shirts, ouh-so-cool.

Tre Cool.
Told you they dressed in props :D
Thank you cousin for everything, this is the best present, EVER.
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Happy Early Birthday Kangin! (tomorrow to be exact)
Im really happy that you get to come back to Super Junior, fighting!

Green Day's Concert!

2010-01-15T16:17:00.005+08:00

Will upload photos from the concert soon.

Hell yeah you guys were awesome!~
& yes Billie, I do love your new guitar :D
Opening Song was 21st Century Breakdown
Last 3 encore songs: Jesus Of Suburbia, Wake Me Up When September Ends & Time Of Your Life \m/
I ♥♥♥ you Billie Joe! :DDD

2010-01-13T08:47:00.005+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to Kara's Goo Hara :D

QQ is very happy, going Green Day's concert tomorrow.
Must finish up homework today!

2010-01-12T17:45:00.004+08:00

Don't come back, seriously, I don't want you anymore.
Im sorry for the way I let go.

Happy 25th Kak Zeana :D

2010-01-10T17:00:00.010+08:00

Went to Nee Ann Poly with Nat and Tricia yesterday.
Dragon Dance there ^^

I think their Hip Hop group (If I'm not wrong) is freaking cool.
They were going everywhere and dancing to Gee.

Then we took train to Temasek Poly, damn long, but little did I know it was going to be worth it.

I heart the view at their campus. Fountains everywhere.

There was a concert thingy going on, meet Tricia's friend XiaoBoy and David(?)
They were in charge of the DJ thing, so we stayed on for it.

Some band was playing Sweet Child Of Mine + Smells Like Teen Spirit \m/

The Singer was great, the rapper, errr...

Then suddenly they announce that a DJ from ZOUK was here and they started dancing!
The atmosphere was real high, loving it at TP!

All the clubs songs started play like wooooooooooooo~
The funny part was when You Belong With Me by Taylor played then this guy was like "What song is this to dance to?!" and squatted down when we were all singing to it xD

TP's awesome, everything was great, had the best time with Tricia and Nat, partied until I distressed my studies burden man!

My only regret yesterday was not bringing my camera and one more thing :(
Now back to reality, aww.

I'm Kyuhyun who just went to a skin specialist xD

2010-01-09T10:06:00.008+08:00

I have never felt so stress about my studies in my f life, really.
Doing all the things teachers throw at me plus extra revision.
I felt like my head, or more specifically my brain was stabbing itself.
I think because of me studying, Im neglecting everything else.

Went to Republic Poly with Tricia, Nat, Yining & Siyi yesterday.
People there were doing the Nobody and Abracadabra Dance :D
not to mention the school is freaking gorgeous.
I'm aiming for a JC because I'm unsure of what to do with my future...
until Business Hospitality and Tourism Course caught my eye.
Then we went to Nan Yang Poly, Yining went home, met WeiLin and Cait along the way.
Nan Yang's poly toilet has air-con, wtbbq.
In Nan Yang Poly, the same course still caught my eye.
Aish.

So when I went home I asked my 2nd bro about Poly-Uni & JC-Uni life.
He explained EVERYTHING, from the course I want to how many years I'll be spending in JC/Poly- Uni.
So now I just have to make a choice.

No news on Hankyung's trail case yet.

And lastly, this picture makes me smile :D

60 Things Girls Wished Guys Knew

2010-01-05T18:59:00.003+08:00

1. Don’t think that just because you didn’t tell us we are never going to find out.

2. Our friends know EVERYTHING.

3. EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Guaranteed.

4. No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

5. We check our phones every hour to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven’t.

6. The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

7. When we’re not talking to you on MSN, we’re actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

8. When we act sad, we want you to hug us.

9. Our favourite part of the conversation is at the end when you say good bye, because that’s the part you say you love us.

10. We actually freak out on what to do during holidays like Valentines Day.

11. We don’t care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

12. Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

13. We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

14. We don’t care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

15. Of course, we do believe the crap we read in magazines.

16. We have mood swings. Get over it.

17. Everytime you’re around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

18. We don’t want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbor/bestfriend is.

19. Movies like ‘He’s Just Not That Into You’ depress us.

20. We will move mountains on our timetable if it means seeing you.

21. We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

23. We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

24. Don’t brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

25. When we say everything is ‘fine’, it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces. (sometimes)

26. Don’t just say ‘ok’ when we say we don’t want to talk about it.

27. If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

28. If you do not hug us, we will not kiss you.

29. We think you are the best guy in the world.

30. We. Will. Kill. You. If. We. See. You. Slow. Dancing. With. Another. Girl. Without. Telling. Us.

31. We really do want you to stick up for us.

32. Compliments. We love them.

33. Be on time. We will think you don’t care if you’re not on time at a certain place.

34. Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

35. We don’t care if you couldn’t come on that date because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don’t lie to us.

36. We like cuddling up to you so let us.

37. Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

38. You will be classed in our ‘Hate’ list if you forget our birthday.
(Truthfully, I don't mind, Lol)

39. Do not ask what’s wrong. We’ll never tell you we just want you to cuddle us.

40. You need to tell us what you think of us, we don’t make assumptions.

41. Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

42. Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

43. If you do end up doing Number 42, you just have to hope we aren’t in a bad mood.

44. Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

45. We never forget things. Ever.

46. We over-analyze everything.

47. We over-react to everything.

48. When we are mad at you, we aren’t actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

49. Please don’t stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

50. Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

51. We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us; if you never do it none of it matters.

52. We don’t like being used.

53. We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

54. We usually don’t let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad…

55. This is the way it works: You don’t give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don’t give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

56. We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

57. Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.
(HAHA)

58. When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

59. No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

60. And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

2010

2010-01-01T00:18:00.007+08:00

How coincidental that this is my 200th post eh?

It's 2010, a new year already.
2009 has many ups and downs, I want to remember only the ups.
I can hear fireworks from outside.
Thanks to all for the Happy New Year messages that is lagging my phone now. LOL.

This year, I'm having my O levels.
This year, I would be leaving North Vista Sec.
This year, I want to amend everything that went wrong.
This year, I need to lose weight -.-
This year, I hope everyone is happy and healthy.
This year, I hope KangIn and Hankyung comes back to Super Junior and everything be alright again.
This year, I want a new start on everything.

Happy 24th Birthday to Super Junior's cute, pretty boy Lee Sungmin!
(How cool is that to have your birthday on New Year's eh?)

My Christmas Wish

2009-12-24T11:27:00.003+08:00

I know that I don't celebrate Christmas, but I have 1 thing to ask for 2010.
I want this Super Junior mess to end, the contract SJ has with SME is too tiring, human slavery.
I think the only reason SJ stays with that contract is because of Elf's love.
I admit that it'll be a heartbreak if all the members leave, but it's better than them wearing themselves out for Elfs each and every day.
I bet wherever they are, they are thinking of their bromance together with each other for years.
Their group even with only 1 member missing.
Their fans that love them.
Their life without Super Junior.

Forever an ELF.

When it all falls apart

2009-12-21T21:52:00.007+08:00

I want a carefree, adventurous, loving and happy life.
Mopping my own floor is just a puny thing to sacrifice for that.

Yeah, try to figure out what link the 2nd sentence has to the 1st.

It's going to be 2010 real soon.
& it's ending in a chaos :,(

Gee, My eyes are blinded

2009-12-18T11:37:00.008+08:00

Cause when you're fifteen, somebody tells you they love you.You're gonna believe them.
But in your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team but i didn't know it at fifteen- Taylor Swift, Fifteen.

Be patient & watch the whole thing :D
Kyuhyun and Yesung's voice is ouh-so power \m/
Sungmin's hair like Elvis & Beibei will definately make fun of Kyu's hair, damn you!
at least it's nicer than Donghae's hair & Kyu's singing Kangin's part. Aish.
Love Eunyhuk's and Donghae's rapping part.
Awesome much?

Let's see what is happening currently in life:
- Went to the gym with WeiLin a few days ago
- Realised that I gained whooping 5kg, shoot me already -.-
- Working with Nat as usual
- Tricia's back from Thailand!
- Need to save $$ for school stuff please.
- Watched New Moon twice already, HAHA.
- Christmas is coming (No, I don't celebrate it)
- School is reopening, real soon.

Lastly...
- Some bloody lunatic tried to break into me and my neighbor's house
I was watching tv in the living room already and I realised someone was trying to open my door. So I peeked through the doorhole and there was this fat guy trying twisting my doorknob. Then the guy went to the opposite house thus I thought he was my neighbor... Until he did the same thing to both of my neighbor's doors. Then I freaked out, thank god that I locked the door and told my brother. By the time my brother peeked at the doorhole the man was gone.
Moral of the story is, lock your door people.

Even if the ocean left the sea, there would still be you & me

2009-12-08T11:53:00.013+08:00

A post before I attempt to drag myself out of the house and meet WeiLin.

Ms.Huang's wedding, Mrs.Das eh. Wonder where's she honey-mooning now.
Probably one of the places where she made us write an essay on :D
Anyway, hope that both of them has a blissful marriage and life together.

This shows that we will all be featured in their wedding album whether we like it or not.
Paparazzi was everywhere that day.

I think that their wedding must really cost a bomb, the food was awesome (salmon, muscles, cupcakes, free flow of ice-cream etc.), the auditorium that we sat in wasn't even that full with people *envy*

I am super pissed with whoever corrupted my camera, some pictures are total pitch black.
& Mum can't stop taking pictures of her kindergarten kids in my cam, wtbbq -.-

I think that this is reallyreallyreallyreallyreallyreally pretty.
The new LG Chocolate.
I feel like getting it, but Cait says SNSD did advertisement or CF for it? :(

New Moon was great as expected, graphics looks so much better.
PS: I totally have the same camera as Bella in the movie, HAHA!
The new director did an amazing job, although Edward's make-up looks really, "Chinese" as my Mum said.
Watched with with ShiLi and Cait, Beibei couldn't make it :(
Going to watch it with Nat again too, Edward on the big screen, can't watch it only once baby.

Chemistry, we were mixing chemicals together, then I had no idea what and what combined to make this Sapphire Blue solution. Then me and Tricia got really excited.
Sapphire Blue= Super Junior's official colour
And yes, I totally regret not paying attention during this Chem bridging lesson to add what and what to make this colour x.x

Then I tried to smell the Ammonia, (Exploration Human Body, it's a Suju thing), there were two kinds in the Chem Lab. The first one, I really didn't have any reaction to. The 2nd one that was innocently on the table was the ONE. I smelt it, and IT WOKE MY BRAIN UP. So, ouch.

Lastly, I was working with Weilin sometime during last week, then we arm-wrestled.
She won, so then again I tried the EHB theories and spun around like ah hai with the elephant trunk thing to my right for ten times.
I won her straightaway after doing that when we arm-wrestled, but I felt like puking real badly.

In conclusion, do not underestimate the power of EHB people :D

what do you do when the only thing you live for leaves you?

2009-12-07T13:26:00.004+08:00

Everyone seems to be overseas now.
I wanted to do a proper post, but my camera is with Mum -.-

I'll do a proper post soon, I promise.

I want my Leeteuk bracelet like now :(
Yeah, I'm that kind of person, if I really like something, I'll stay with it for quite some time.

ELF's message to Super Junior

2009-11-30T23:01:00.004+08:00

In my next life, I wont love all of you. Because in my next life, I wont be an ELF anymore.
In my next life, there wont be ELF, there wont be Super Junior.
In the next life, I only wish you were yourselves.

No more Super Juniors Leeteuk, only the privately quiet and delicate, Park Jung Soo;
No more Super Juniors Heechul, only the loud but surprising, Kim Hee Chul;
No more Super Juniors Sungmin, only the one who can be cute to make his parents happy, Lee Sung Min;
No more Super Juniors Donghae, only the one who works so hard for his fathers dream, Lee Dong Hae;
No more Super Juniors Hankyung, only the gentle and thoughtful one who makes delicious fried rice, Hangeng;
No more Super Juniors Yesung, only the one who has an artistic voice, Kim Jong Woon;
No more Super Juniors Eunhyuk, only the one who shows all his gums as he smiles widely, Lee Hyuk Jae;
No more Super Juniors Kibum, only the one who plays his PSP so much that he forgets to eat, Kim Ki Bum;
No more Super Juniors Ryeowook, only the cute and shy one who has a heavenly voice, Kim Ryeo Wook;
No more Super Juniors Kangin, only a glib-tongued one who likes drinking, Kim Young Woon;
No more Super Juniors Siwon, only the one who has a princely air about him yet likes skinship, Choi Si Won;
No more Super Juniors Shindong, only the one who doesnt look very eye-catching but is full of talent, Shin Dong Hee;
No more Super Juniors Kyuhyun, only the one who can show a bright and evil smile, Cho Kyu Hyun.
Not Super Junior a group, one life of Super Junior is enough.
Let all the love and charm be used up in this life, not leaving anymore for next time.
All those unnecessary times and things will pass..
Be the individuals you all used to be.

There wont be Super Junior, no more massive amount of fans surrounding you, no more bodyguards protecting you, no more unnecessary discussions or rumours,
You can be free to do what you want, to love who you want to love,
You dont have to cover up just to go for a walk in the park,
You can walk hand in hand with your girlfriends, eating cake together, watching movies together..
You can watch concerts with your family, but then it will be someone else on stage, not Super Junior anymore

When that time comes, you wont have to stay up at nights, you wont have just 2 or 3 hours of sleep due to packed schedules,
All of you can eat well, sleep well..
When that time comes, you wont have backaches from long hours rehearsing dances, wont leave bruises and injuries on your young bodies..
You wont have to say things like Once the camera is on, I have to change from Park Jung Soo to Leeteuk, Super Juniors Leader, and I have to show only the best to everyone.
When that time comes, even if youve injured yourself, you will be made to rest, and you wont have to grit your teeth through performances just for the fans.
When that time comes, you wont be the Super Junior that has thousands of people cheering for you..

But as for now, you are Super Junior that belongs to ELF. This is something that cannot be changed..
All ELF can do for you is: love you, love you very much, love you very very much, do our best in loving you.
Because in the next life there wont be Super Junior, we will use all the love we have in this life to love you.
In this life, I will love you with all I can. In this life, let ELF love you with all we can.
In the next life, please live a life that belongs to you..
In the next life, I wont love all of you, really.
Because in the next life, my world wont consist of Super Junior, Super Junior wont exist anymore.

However, if in my next life, Super Junior still exists,
I will still choose to become an ELF

Credits: Super Juniors Baidu Bar
Translations: Euodsie@sj-world.net

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I think my heart just stabbed itself again & again, I cried my eyes out. :'(
Yes, this post shall be here until even non-Super Junior fans read it!

Not even death could make us part

2009-11-20T10:14:00.004+08:00

Life has been, uneventful. The way I want it to be. LOL.
Same cycle everyday, sleep, wake up, laptop, work, dinner, laptop, sleep.
Mum's finally going to pay my handphone bill today, like finally.

New Moon comes out today in the US -.-
3rd Dec is so-so-so-close, anticipate Edward Cullen people!

Alice- I don't think he was planning to live without you much longer.
♥

My left eye feels like it's going to get swollen, again.
Shucks, every time my eye gets red or swollen it'll take a fcuking long time to heal.
I've realized that my appetite has grown so bloody much, urgh, fatttttttttt.

So many things that I want to buy, but I must save money first.
& I have nothing else to blog about, plus Im hungry. Bye :D

Beautiful nightmare

2009-11-15T22:51:00.009+08:00

Facebooking with my cousin:

Oh how I'd love to entertain myself with that! Siti was already crazy groupie about her Super Junior when I was over there yesterday. You gotta agree with me that 13 dudes in a boyband is wayyyyyyy to many. Plus Super Junior. Tak creative seh nama.

Pfft. I forgot. They have 15 dudes.


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Im going to kill him then dance to Sorry Sorry by his tombstone :)
When it comes to Super Junior, the fact that we are blood related is kicked to one side, muahahaha!
PS: Ignore the Siti -.-, I think he is just calling me that to annoyed me.
PPS: My phone can't call or sms, so leave me an sms and I'll try to call you back a.s.a.p.
PPPS: Taylor Swift is DEFINITELY dating Taylor Lautner, ouh-so-cool!

It's your love that my heart beats for

2009-11-13T20:33:00.007+08:00

It's Friday the 13th.

I do not blame Super Junior or work for this dead blog. I blame bridging >:(
Anyway, dry post, refrained myself from posting Super Junior's pictures.

Just got home from Tricia's house, watched Music Bank for the 1st time man!
Watch 2pm and Beast but then I still went back to watch Super Junior on my phone.
I bought Super Junior M Mini album :D
I think that Beiwen is mad for smsing me @ 0000 just to ask about Kyuhyun's addiction to Starcraft. LOL.

Okay, getting sick of the internet gossip sites of "Ouh, most of Super Junior members had plastic surgery" or "Some did double eyelids plastic surgery".
F you, no one cares honney.

Bridging ends today. FINALLY.
In my 2 weeks of bridging, I have learnt absolutely nothing, so really, I'm pissed.
Still not seeing what's the big idea of retaining, I'd rather retain than suffer with no foundation at all of my Sec.3 work. But here I am, thinking of where the hell I can go after Os.
So well, I'll miss you 3e5 :/

Bye, I'm going to sleep. Yes, I'd rather not go out like I used to.
I realized that I get cranky if I don't get enough sleep, urgh.

Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in

2009-11-04T12:31:00.002+08:00

Mum told me something that my aunt told her before she passed on:

Treasure your daughter before you lose her

I still remember, I was going home from tuition a few years ago. Mum was waiting for me under our block to tell me the news, she couldn't bear to tell me over the phone knowing how bloody close me and my aunt was. To me, my aunt understood me better than my mum would ever will. Mind you, I stay at Hougang and she stayed at Bukit Batok and our relationship was like mother and daughter. She always stood by my side, cooked the best laksa ever, bought everything I wanted, played Lotto with the rest of my super huge extended family. I'd always wanted to stay over at her house which my mum would forbid but give in when my aunt convinced her that there was where I wanted to be.

Everything changed when my aunt left. I think my mum misinterpreted her words and became unnecessarily overprotective and irritating -.-. My aunt's husband remarried on the exact day of her 1 year death anniversary which made me hate his guts. My aunt's daughter cropped up at home, never coming out. I had no one to run to anymore, I hated how hypocrite my mum was, saying that playing Lotto was gambling so I wasn't allowed to play it anymore.
I've never visited her grave at the cemetery before, you can say that I don't accept her passing on, but after all these years, I still remember her face crystal clear.

I miss you.

We we never meant for do or die

2009-10-28T18:50:00.002+08:00

Looking at you makes it harder.
I love you enough to let you go.
I want you to move on, so I'm already gone.

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me

2009-10-26T12:35:00.004+08:00

♥♥♥ Kyuhyun
Still stuck on Super Junior, when will this craze end.
But I'm still surprisingly loving it :D
HeeChul's my 4th favorite, he won me over in SJ's Marry U video.

Schedule for today since I'm trapped at home (literally):
Wake Up. Suju. Bath. Suju. Breathe. Suju. Laptop. Suju.
Yes, I don't need to eat, Suju cures hunger baby!

너라고

2009-10-24T09:42:00.006+08:00

My EOY results/ Overall results are awful.
Monday is promotion day, which I bet they won't bother wasting time trying to save me.
Dropping to NA or Retaining, maybe I deserve it.

Regretting time over, LOL, moving on...

I'm going to Green Day's concert on 14th Jan! Woooooooooooooo!
Thanks to Kak Zeana whose paying $128 for the ticket if not I'll never be able to afford it.
Early 16th birthday present for me, Saranghae!

I can't believe I got attacked by the Super Junior craze.
But here are my Top 3 favorites, like handsome much?!

On the very, very top of my list : 규현 Kyuhyun
*fangirl screams*
I don't know how many million pictures (okay, exaggerating) I have of him okay!
Sadly, to prevent my blog from being over-flooded with his pictures, like my handphone, I restricted myself to 1 picture only :(
He is the Magnae among the 13 members, which means his the youngest.
His voice is a Bass, *more fangirl screams*

이동해 Donghae
2nd on the list, which I think Tricia is going to personally kill me for.
I think he looks like the Korean version of Bon Jovi, when Bon Jovi was younger of course.
Or maybe it's just me xD

이성민 Sungmin
Very cute, both him and Kyuhyun went to visit,take care and play with disabled children some time ago. Potential daddy, hah. He is very experienced with kids. Ladadada~

I mean who in their right mind doesn't love their "Sorry Sorry"?

Peace please please please.
I want to fly solo now.

I put my faith in you, what a stupid thing to do

2009-10-17T19:43:00.008+08:00

Is it 3rd Dec yet?!
If you still don't know what Im talking about after seeing the picture below,
you should be living under a rock.

Feeling as if I'm having a hangover now, but I didn't even drink.
I have concluded from Caitlin's BBQ that:

Walking around the pit may have been easier if it haven't rain, seriously
I don't really eat at BBQs
Alcohol smells, well... ew.
Some people can't take liquor, so please don't.
People say/do the most insane, craziest & mad things when their drunk
They pull you down too with that!
I don't know how to respond to drunk people, it kind of scares/irritates me -.-
I think I'm turning anti-social
I think that Elias Mall is not very far from Pasir Ris Park, LOL.
I think the habit of shaking my leg is going to stop because some noob keeps punching it everytime I do that.
AhSeng is one irritating noob, yeah, I hope you see this noob ^^
Lan should burn down, it "zombie-fies" Nat, Jean & Ritzio.
Down by Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne is very addictive

Edit/.
Today, was the day that I crashed my brother's pretty gold PSP, twice. Pro man -.-
Ms.Hidayah (my form teacher) wants to meet my mum and so does she,
nice knowing you guys, hope you guys can make it to my funeral.

I take back my words, someone else is there to catch me when I fall now :]

There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight

2009-10-15T18:01:00.010+08:00

Called and asked her permission nicely whether I can go overnight tomorrow, she screamed her lungs out at me.
(this is fcuking typical of her by the way)

I smsed her-
Me: I'm still going tomorrow, because I talked to you nicely already but you just screamed at me :)

Queen.B: U know why i shout cos this is like a regular thing 4 you. like goin 2 d beach, chalet n watever else! N u don't care about timing dat u suppose to go home. Dis show how respectful u r 2wards yor parents cos friends come 1st. I hope u know n abide by d curfew dat u should go home n young Muslim girls dont come back as late as 11pm!

Me: Why not? Exams are over. So it means that going for chalets, beaches and whatever makes me a bad muslim? And going home late too makes me a criminal Muslim. Wow, then I wonder what Jemiyah Islamiyah is.

Queen.B: Whatever! Just do n mix with d right person n abide by d curfew ok n don't get into trouble.

Me: I'll abide by the curfew if you and Papa let me go home much later and not at 8 or 9pm which is like child's play! Then I'll tell you nicely now first, Im not coming home tomorrow as I have a chalet. Don't say I didn't ask for permission because I did NICELY & you just screamed at me for doing so. It's okay if you don't give me my $20 because I can starve outside.

then I smsed to Natasha who knew everything-
I'm angry, I want to cry already :'(

Notice Queen.B's short forms in her smses? Im grateful that I didn't inherit her English man!
Thanks, you just ruined everything, my mood to go tomorrow, my respect for you, my patience for you, I hope you're happy with yourself, you just made your daughter feel like shit.

HAH. If me and Jerrald were still best friends, I'd smirk at him and say
"I told you so, I did talk to my Mum nicely & she just guailan me :) ".

To get to you I'd walk a thousand miles

2009-10-12T15:53:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAITLIN , ♥ s.

The rest of the pictures on facebook.

Went out with Nat, Jean, Ben & Ritzio yesterday after meeting B.wen!
Compass, Sengkang CC, Anchorvale CC, Punggol beach.

Floating paper boats @ Punggol Beach :)

Went to Punggol beach during night time yesterday, Ben & Ritzio caught crabs!
Will be eating this (of course cooked) at Jean's house later, HAHA.

Children's toilet a Hougang Mall, very cute :]
Damn, I'm getting really forgetful.

Got the best of me so now I'm losing it

2009-10-07T13:30:00.006+08:00

Did my skin design with Cousin and Bro @ Plaza Sing.
I think my phone is very pink now with the skin design -.-
But, nevertheless, I still love it!

She's one of the two cats that you'll never see if you come my house.
She and her sister somewhat hides when people come.

She wanted me to play with her yesterday, but I was busy studying for Social Studies.
then she got bored trying to attract my attention and sat in front of my papers.

Then she got really, really bored of me ignoring her and started scratching my papers!
Very cute, I gave up studying for my SS & played with her, HAHA.

"I said pinch me
Where's the catch this time
Can't find a single cloud in the sky
Help me before I get used to this guy"

Don't trust her

2009-08-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

Remember when you told me no one can be trusted?
I got angry because I thought you didn't trust me then.
I BELIEVE YOU NOW.

Remember when he told me people changed?
I flared up and messed up.
Just a glance at this situation right now,
I BELIEVE HIM NOW WITHOUT A DOUBT.

Maybe, I guess you can't accept that the change is good.
Your halo is just an illusion hiding your devil horns.
Every rose has it's torn.

Im not perfect & will never be, foad.

Ps: I never post twice a day, something to think about.

When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul

2009-08-22T20:15:00.009+08:00

Fasting starts today, which also means, get fit month.
no more cycle of Me/ Weilin/ Cait taking turns to bring food to school forever!
only started that cycle because of the upcoming fasting month.

Today, i literally killed myself by exercising.
FLAG DAY, time for us to be hobos -.-
walked to Compass with Beiwen and Cait, slacked awhile at Macs.
decided to 'beg' for money near the Polyclinic under the scorching sun.
had a real fun time collecting money from cute small kids with their small hands :D

went to Hougang Mall with Weilin, PeiFang & Cait after that.
shopped or window shopped a lot, for some reason I started to get sleepy.
took bus to Kovan and shopped more!

Cait & PeiFang went home, me & WeiLin went to the gym.
I lost 1kg even before working out and Weilin gained some weight.
I swore I thought that I gained like, 5-6kg from eating all the chips in class.
Conclusion: I have a high metabolism rate.

I ♥ Bio Praticals!
(Wrong! It's not because it's the class that Edward and Bella first met.)
it's because of this....

Pretty colours.
Cut the stem into 4 parts, dip it into different colored food dyes with water.
Leave overnight and tadaaaa!

Caitlin & Amanda's flower.

Kimberly & Yi Ling's flower!
( Looks like those you buy in the shops doesn't it?)

AhSeng's flower, and his awfully long sissified nails -.-

Im getting a whirl-splash in my head.

I'm here without you, but you're still on my lonely mind

2009-08-16T21:21:00.014+08:00

Edit\ In the computer lab now.

Quick post, Bro's home and I need a shower.
Out today with Kylin, Nat, Kumar and their friend Shermin.

We met really hilarious cab drivers today.

One whose birthday's today and the other whom is just over-friendly.

Did no studying at all today, bye Chem :'(

*******

2nd part of this post is Gab's birthday.

(Ps: Gab, will send you the other pictures somehow :/)

Celebrated his birthday as Punggol park.
Let the pictures do the talking.

Paramore/ Ignorance

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

& you feel yourself suffocating.

2009-08-15T10:47:00.004+08:00

Celebrated Gabriel's birthday yesterday (around noon-night?)
So yeap, Happy Belated Birthday to Gabriel!
Will send you the pictures as soon as I see you online.

Fasting month is coming in 6 days, 22 August.
Which explains why I'm eating so much in class.
But the sight of junk food now just makes me want to throw up.

Chem Quiz & Common Test next week.
Nice, I can just see myself sleeping all the way for the papers.

Putting my heart back together, because I got over you.

2009-08-08T08:19:00.008+08:00

I heard New Moon will be released on 3 Dec instead of 20th Nov in Singapore.
Not sure whether it's true or not, but still :(

I survived this whole week despite of the bullcrap in between.
HO SEY BO, NOOB SONG BO, etc, can't stop saying it thanks to Jeremy & Don.
NDP/ Elective Module Concert performances was nerve-wrecking.
It's all over now.

Went to Compass Point with B.Wen yesterday after that to eat.
But she ditched me halfway to go Pasir Ris and cycle with her friends.
Good thing there was Jasline&Bev there to accompany me!
Headed to library and went home to finally sleep.

Random:
Hot stuff but i still think that Gackt's quite a sissy boy.

Anyway, was woken up by Caitlin's sms after my one hour of sleep.
headed to Hougang Point first then to the basketball court.
Caitlin, PeiFang, WeiLin & WeiYi was there, Don and his friend came later.
Started being hyper and danced the Nobody Dance with WeiLin & Cait.
WeiLin's a real good teacher, HO SEY BO!

293 days,
"as far as I'm concern you're just another picture to burn"
"Checking into rehab because everything that we had didn't mean a thing to you"
"The day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you"
"I'm just a bird that's already flown away"
"But I know I'm done, I've had enough"

Went to Compass after that to meet Nat, Kylin, Ben&Shannon.
then met Jean&Ritzio at AMK Hub but we lost them at the arcade later, boo.
Guys in bras section. Never laughed so hard in my life, I swear.
Shopped A LOT, no really, I'm not kidding.

07.08.09. 07:04pm :D

went to RP Mac to eat dinner after that.
Thanks to Ben, 7 month scares me too now other than MakCik Keropok, tapping of shoulder, calling of your name and more.

My new awesome handphone wallpaper :D

But it's always gonna come right back to this

2009-07-31T21:27:00.006+08:00

Every Friday is a disaster now.

It's the same thing repeating, I get upset, it affects Caitlin then everything goes haywire.
Maybe because we're all so tired because there's still CCA after school :/
For me, today's been the worst.
Anything that could possibly go wrong, did went wrong.

Seriously, I think that I spent half the time in school in this Music Room.
All those practices for SYF and such.
Example: Next week, I'll be dead tired from rehearsals that we'll have EVERYDAY.

Told Don to hit my hand as hard as he could to make me cry.
Mind you, when he hits, your hand will sting like hell.
Instead, he made me laugh, A LOT.

I'm so tired right now :(

-

& Kumar told me to post this picture of him and Gabriel up.
Nerd much?

Someone seems to enjoy his new job of being a teacher.
Must have brainwashed his students i bet.

We almost never speak, I don't feel welcome anymore

2009-07-28T12:26:00.009+08:00

105 more days, seriously, can Nov 20th come any slower?
But I'm satisfied that I've already seen bits and pieces of the movie besides the trailer.

Didn't go to school today, sleeping makes you forget everything.
Maybe that explains why I like to sleep alot :D

Anyway, went Jamming last Sat (25 July) with Bros and Cousin.
& jammed songs that i learnt in like 2 days?! Haruka Kanata & 21 Guns.
I can't play bass for nuts, the strings are too thick for my fingers :(
Played Pool with my brother, got totally owned.
Watch Harry Potty for the 2nd time at Plaza Sing.

Im scared out of my writs of the "Makcik Jual Keropok" story going around. F that. If you haven't heard of it, it's this old woman going door-to-door selling Keropok(tidbits, i think, my malay's terrible i swear). She knocks, you look through your door hole, she hangs her head down so you can't see her. So curiously, you'll open the door to see who it is & she releases her ghost regardless of whether you buy her Keropok or not. She comes around my prayer time or 12-1am in the morning to 'sell' her crap.
She only goes to Malay houses, so if you're Chinese/ whatever, you're one lucky tard.
I think I'm being Paranoid but it came out in the Malay papers!

Fasting month is coming so hah Makcik! You'll grow weak, awww.

-

I'm not your every day, around the way
Don't go bar-hoppin', chillin' on the block
On a cell phone frontin',
Never that, cause I'm not that kinda girl

Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it.

2009-07-19T09:50:00.011+08:00

Met Kylin, Nat, KhimSeng, Ben, Marcus, Seamus & Bridget(?) at Superbowl Kovan.
Played pool with KhimSeng, happy that I won in my first 2 matches with him ^^

Cabbed to Causeway Point at Woodlands.
KhimSeng, Marcus & Bridget went somewhere else, home maybe?
Wanted to watch movie but the time slots were all very late.
No Harry Potty for the second time :(
( Watched it with Cait, WeiLin & PeiFang on the 1st day it came out)

I like this one, shows our Black&White dress code :D

Cabbed to Woodlands CC to support someone for his Lion Dance competition.
Guess who?
Hint: His part of Qing De.

I think his KokSiong's uniform is smart :D
Kenta was there too.

Me: What's the purpose of Lion Dance? Like what does it symbolize?
Kenta: It's a hobby.
*I was looking at him with the you-dont-make-any-sense-face

By the time the competition ended, it was around 11+pm
Taking a bus would be late, so we got a ride with the Lion Dance Lorry till Aljunied.
Cabbed to our homes (yes, we are mad).

Reached home at exactly 0030.
Changing my views of people, don't be too quick to judge.

2009-07-13T19:37:00.028+08:00

Finally finished uploading all the pictures, heavy post.
Baby Kiki crashed my house Sat-Sun morning.

I beg to differ that THESE are small hands.
Kiki training to be an accountant in the future, he has potential :D

Watch this, it's really adorable and cute.

If you are hungry, please stop reading here, great food!
Met Kylin and Nat at Compass, bought food for our Kite flying cum Picnic!
Invaded the food fair, paparazzi owns.

The waffle with chocolate dip, YUM-EH.

Bought this.

& this...

Nope, did'nt buy any of this.

Bought this, turns out, not so nice after all.

bought PaiKia (Pies, duh).

Headed to Kylin's house to get the mat, kite & other stuff.

Them finding a suitable spot for us to sit, it was wet everywhere.

OMG. FAT FAT.

We had chocolate dip until Kylin's toe got inside the dip! ROFL.

So we substitute cheese dip instead of chocolate with waffle.

Censored as requested, haha.

Yes, it's a real Eagle!
...
...
...

Nope, it's just a kite, but it looks like a real Eagle doesn't it?

Windy weather as Kylin said, good for Kite flying. Wooo.

New spokeswoman for oranges and bananas.

The orange that Natasha die die also don't want to eat.
Break our hearts!

2 awesome people that makes me happy with their nonsense esp. singing!
With them, you can forget all the shiate in your life just like that.

Keep on smiling baby! Cheer up okay?
You still have me and Natasha :)

Kylin headed to her Grandmother's house while me and Natasha went to RP.
Nat ate her Cinnamon Thingy while I ate Hot Fudge Sundae.
Seriously, I was already damn full, but we didn't want to go home, so yeap.
Talk for awhile more and headed home.

2009-07-11T07:42:00.006+08:00

Been some time since I've updated, had no chance to use the laptop :(
And....

Harry Potter is coming out in 4/5 days! Depends on how you count it.
Me & Caitlin will drag the bimbos and close friends along to our insane obsession :D

Caitlin told me a few days ago that Rupert Grint had Swine flu!
His the guy that's playing Ron Weasley in Harry Potter.
So I searched up on the whole Rupert-has-Swine-flu-Thing:

Rupert admitted that it was "quite scary" when he heard what was wrong with him, but after a few days, the lad was back on his feet and back to work.

"…it was just like any other flu really. I had a sore throat and I went to bed for a few days."

So what now? Swine flu is just like any other 'normal' flu?!
People are delusional -.-

& yes, we mad Twilight fans shall countdown to New Moon :DD
122 more days!

-

Moving on to the real world, went to study with Cait & WeiLin a few days back.
Intended to study at Starbucks but it was packed with people.
So i got my Green Tea Frap and headed to Burger King.
(P.S: Im dead serious about doing well for my EOY Exams!)

Cait and WeiLin went home while I went to find my baby!
Met her at Hougang Plaza and we went to do absolutely nothing. Rofl.

Kthanksbuai, Yours Truly have updated & will go insane with her crappy life.
I miss Jamie, fxuktard gay bestfriend :O

2009-07-01T06:25:00.003+08:00

It's 6:26AM in the morning, i did'nt just wake up.
i had Insomnia the whole night, make that 3 whole freaking nights.
What the hell is wrong with me, even my cats are asleep.
then sleep in class later? waste my time in school?
Maybe I really need those sleeping pills that Cait said, but i don't want to depend on it :/

I miss Kiki :(
Everyone in this house is getting on each others nerves, literally.
At least I've learnt my lesson, to shut up.
Seriously, if this is what teenagers are suppose to deal with, i've failed.

Taylor Swift: Crazier
You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I am lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

2009-06-18T12:11:00.004+08:00

Fast Post.
The day WeiLin followed me to the doctor for my sore eyes/ back-bone check-up.
we had to put on a mask at the poly clinic and wait more than an hour :(
thanks for accompanying me to the doctor :D
the nachos and coke was your reward for being a kind soul :p

Met Kylin yesterday at Punggol Plaza.
Ended up meeting Natasha and Co. at Superbowl in Kovan.
they taught we how to play pool! which is very fun :DD
then KokSiong & Nat were like, tag-teaming against me when Im a rookie!
but I won anyway, so much for playing it for the 1st time eh?

& as Im typing this, Kiki is on my lap trying to type HIS words.
which is too bad since his words that does'nt make sense.
He is one smart baby I tell you, he falls asleep only when there's music.

kthanksbuai :DD

2009-06-16T10:13:00.002+08:00

INSOMNIA.

for the past 6 days. It's like hell I tell you. WeiLin's been having it too. So we were sms-ing each others until one of us falls asleep. We sms-ed about all sorts of nonsense, from Blackberry Phones to Snow City. In the end my handphone battery was going flat so i had to stop sms-ing. It was 1+ in the morning, I only fell asleep at 3am plus. Woke up at 7am with my Papa and Brother getting ready for work. Went back to sleep & only manage to catch 2 more hours of sleep. If this goes on, I swear I'm going to go crazy.

Speaking of phones, I want a new phone :(
WeiLin told me about Blackberry Phones some time ago & i was tempted to get it. But when we were looking at the phone, the Blackberry was like, much bigger than my own hands! So I'm thinking of getting an LG Cookie.

Good News for the outside world, my sore eyes has healed for the 6 days I've 'M.I.A'/ stayed at home. Killing time a home is so torturous I tell you. I was either on the laptop, studying my textbooks (yes, i actually studied), reading the book that the school scammed us to buy, in less than half a day (turns out to be a good book, like my brother said), on the guitar (learnt 'Big Girls Don't Cry & You're Not Sorry in 3 days).
but somehow i felt that i wasted these 6 days, i could be outside :/

What I've been doing for the holidays before my sore eyes decide to take over my life?
Going out, meeting Kylin, Natasha & Co. everyday. Coming back home during midnight. No pictures because i did'nt feel like taking any with those sore eyes of mine.
so yeah, Im going back to that lifestyle tommorow :D

my eldest brother going for leg surgery on the 19th June. He gets 5 month leave from NS and STILL get paid for doing absolutely nothing.

Lastly, Bon Vovage to Cait, whose leaving for Malaysia (again!) and going to some unknown island there which she rather go to than hang out with WeiLin & me.

2009-06-05T11:33:00.005+08:00

Re-posted the pictures on my 2nd June post.
since birthday boy is unhappy with the quality, so there you go.

My right eye is swollen and red, maybe i lack of sleep.
need to work more though, yesterday only sold 5/6 ice-cream boxes with Nat.

New Moon is coming out soon! Okay maybe not so soon.
11.20.09, it's in November.
watch the trailer, although the wolf version of Jacob is quite disappointing :/

Every Card Is Meaningful.
you won't get what Im saying because it's an inside joke ;)

It just does'nt feel the same anymore when you say sorry.
So Im really, truly sorry about that too.

2009-06-02T12:50:00.014+08:00

1st June 09.
Happy 15th Birthday Jerrald Ng Yan Qi!
since you're already 15, start acting like your age okay?

Caitlin, Joey, Joelle L., Shirley, Yan Qi, Darren, Sean, Desmond.
Went to Downtown East, watched Night At The Museum 2 @ EHub.
had dinner @ Hei Sushi even though me & Cait were really full from the popcorn.

Joey & Joelle bought a surprise cake for Yan Qi when we were eating.

we didn't know that we could take the sushi on the 'pink' plates until the guys told us.
pink and red, honest mistake man.
the guys ate more than the girls obviously even after their popcorn.

Unglam pictures of Sean since he can never take a decent picture!
He is so weird.
i took pictures of him, saying "1,2,3"
HE LOOKS AT THE CAMERA AT "2" BUT INSTANTLY TURNS AWAY AT "3".
who takes picture like that really??

the cake which i thought they cut with chopsticks.

we ATE the cake using chopsticks, style huh?
& the yellowish pictures, the lighting in the restaurant affected my camera -.-

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All that shiate about me being with him.
Can't believe, all the lies that you told.
Just to ease your own soul.
Hey, how long till you look at your own life instead of looking into mine?
(Boyfriend; Ashlee Simpson)

2009-05-21T16:44:00.012+08:00

Picture Spam Post (again)

♥
16 May 2009.
Happy Sweet 16 ShiLi! Love ya Bimbo!
Spent the day at East Coast Beach.
ShiLi, ShiLi's Sis, Orlena, Qi, Jonathan, Caitlin & Beiwen.

♥
17 May 2009.
Happy 15th Birthday Baby Kylin! Last long with Peter :D
Spent her Birthday @ Vivo then ChompChomp.
Kylin, Natasha, Sarah, Joelle.T, Peter, Alvin, KokSiong & etc.

♥
21 May 2009.
Changi Beach today for CIP before recess.

feeling very tired in class today, mostly playing daidi and slacking.

2009-05-17T09:32:00.002+08:00

Seriously piss that most of my close friends birthday is in May/June.
Can't blame them anyw, they don't choose their birth dates.
Went for ShiLi's one yesterday & going for Kylin's celebration today.
Mum obviously didn't want me to go out so she didn't leave me any money
& on top of all that she even took the liberty to hide my camera, bravo.
Now my release date is 3RD JUNE.

PS: ShiLi's birthday pictures will be uploaded soon, Happy Belated Birthday ♥.

2009-05-12T18:39:00.005+08:00

2 more papers to go for exams, Maths Paper 1 & DnT.
im pretty sure that i flunked most of my main subjects except English.
REALLY have to study for EOYs, because while people are studying just now...

I was playing with Kimberly's pretty pretty Nintendo DS, Cooking Mama.
was asking her how much she bought it.
Kimberly: My cousin somewhat "GIVE" me.
empathize on the give, i want your cousin to give me a Nintendo DS too Kim :[

Exams are ending, which shows that June holidays are nearby :D
which mean I have to save plenty of money, or get a job.

My grounding is officially ending on 2 June.
COUNTDOWN.
CELEBRATE.
YES PLEASE.

but for now im stuck @ home & I want to go to the beach so badly.
of course other places too.

Missing my Bimbo clique too, which reminds me.
ShiLi's birthday is coming up people.

2009-04-29T08:01:00.013+08:00

Very very late Speech Day pictures :/
but on the very very bright side, i finally updated my blog!

went to Cait's house to do make-up with the help of her awesome maid.
i was busy teaching Beiwen the guitar, hoho.

went to Music room and blah blah blah.
started taking pictures :D

Mr.Liew was disrupting the bimbo's photo session with his 'Im Photogenic ok'
&& his, 'I can be a good photographer'
LOL.

we had an after-party with loads of food including pizzaaaaaa!

I swear both of them are hard-core gay dudes.